Okay I like this song . Too crazy over Sj alr omg .

Just endure with it pork .

OKAY I SHALL BLOG .
I shld be studying right now , but I dont know how I wondered my way here . Oh man .

Was sick recently . On mon morning I woke up feeling faint . In the end , I still went to school cos I don't wanna miss A maths . Stupid choice 1 .

Reached school , still feeling bad . Decided to stay & persevere . Stupid choice 2 .

Padma came & class started . Couldn't understand wdvr Padma was chanting abt cos of the throbbing headache . Thought that I could bear with it , I stayed . Stupid choice 3 .

So halfway through Padma's lesson my eyes starting blurring & I started sprouting like a water tap . For ? Don't ask me . I don't know whats the reason .

STUPID RIGHT . People like Sx were staring at me like O.O & some people were laughing - eg . Teruna . Ergh . Seriously I can't answer you why was I crying . Cos - I DON'T KNOW .

So I went home . Sleep the moment I got home . Woke up & was having a fever . So went to see the doc & blahblahblah . You know it .

Seriously I want to ask . Headaches will shock the wdvr tearglands & make a person cry for no reason ? Its seriously weird . Omg . SO weird . Hope it doesn't happen again . Bloody hell .


REPLIES
Yuqi ; Handsome ! But the one below more ;D
Ruoqi ; Fine fine I'm changing the song soon . & will they die ? Cos I did not .
Lisa ; Updated ! ;D
Shuxian ; SUPER JUNIOR :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Hahaha , yepyep . Much better , thank you ! (:


May really consider to close down the blog soon . Cos I don't really update & always leaving it to rot . Suggestions ?



규현 [:

New song , Haengbok - which means Happiness SuperJunior (:

gawd I'm so in love with them now lah ! there's so many I like , but HanKyung's still th best ;D

&I've finally thought it through . Its really not worth of my time , my emotions , to be so paranoid and confused . I've decided to let everything go , once & for all , like before . Then I dont have to be so jittery abt some stuff & worrying myself silly . Seriously , it dawned on me how silly I am . Now I dont have to care anymore , and can do anth I want without being nervous & wdvr . I AM FREE ! Omg , shld have thought abt this sooner . I feel so light and happy now . Next time I'll just look back & laugh at myself for being so crazy .

Goodbye , and dont come back (:

SJ & SJM <3

Yes , thats HANKYUNG :D

He's a member of boyband SuperJunior in Korea , but guess what ?

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He's from CHINA !

Can't believe it man . I got to know him through my mom , cos she's watching this China show interviewing him & asked me to watch . I'm so surprised man , I used to think China guys are .. okay nvm :x Anyway , he totally looked like a Korean in this picture . HanGeng is his chinese name , Hankyung is his translated korean name (:

FRIDAY TH 13TH

Actually nothing much , cos nth much really happened to me over th past friday th 13th's ? But this is my luckiest friday th 13th , cos great stuff occured to me instead (:

I am grateful , & happy . I didn't even thought that you'll do that . Its just a simple gesture , & it really made my day . Thank you , this was th best Vday present I'd ever received . I know its impossible anyway , I'm still trying my best . Its difficult , but I believe I can do it .

haa . CT's coming man ! Gotta study alr , or results come out I sure die . I believe that great results come through great efforts (:

okay , i shall have a post after all these centuries .

i realised until now , i didnt make any new yr resolutions . its only feb , i think its not too late ? k i shall start .

1) Study freaking hard for this yr , for O's . I cannot suffer any distractions this time , and I badly want that course in Poly . I must work hard to get what I want , its not gonna be lyk PSLE now .
2) Be a filial daughter . I know I've been making my Mom angry all these yrs now , & now she's sorta going through a hard time . I wanna be a better daughter , & I will try my best to tolerate her mood swings .
3) Watch my behaviour . Esp in school man . Padma keeps threatening us with th testimonial thing . & heard tt its kinda impt too for th future , when you find jobs , etc . Oh well .
4) Slim down . K I'm trying my best lah .
5) (Fill in th blank)

I think tts all ba . Not much . For number 5 I think those close to me will know .

Oh dont think I will be coming online or blogging often now . CA1's 2 weeks away & I badly need to catch up . All th tchers are putting pressure on us . Oh well , O level yr what , should have expected it . Anyway , some pressure is effective too . Sort of th source of motivations . Hee .

Drama in house production !
Coming up with our own script , lyk always . But I'm looking forward to it cos th theme is great (:
& I'm starting to get a bit sick of my CCA , this yr . I still have a passion for it , but sessions tend to get mor & mor .. now . & being I'm now in th comittee , but it seems lyk we aren't needed at all . Just have to tolerate till we step down .

& for those people who dont lyk me out thr or whatever crapshit , I dont think I give a fucking damn anymor . Who are you people to judge me ? You dont even know me . So ask yourself tt qns befor you say anth . If its th past 'me' , I apologise cos I know last time I very what lah . That I admit .

Whatever , I just wanna concentrate on my O's now . That's most impt . Other damned stuffs I dont wanna care anymor . I'm putting my past behind me , & I'm looking forward now . Although sometimes I still have th personality of last time , but I'm just not th old me anymor .

Gonna go watch Don't forget th Lyrics now , Ciao !

CCA OPEN HSE ,
with gaya acting as th ghost , things are gonna get interesting .
& tyas too OMGOMGOMG (rq style)

hahhh ! quite great being a narrator , dont need rehearsals at all . cn slack :x

3RD DAY OF SCHOOL ,
omgzzzzzz . cn feel th stress coming in alr man . every cher says abt getting things done for O's , & what grades they expect . worst still , im not out from my holiday mood yet !

tdy was slping in eng class , with mdm lim standing right IN FRONT of me & liyi , explaining things to us . & i just slip into unconsciousness . when i opened my eyes , mdm lim & liyi are staring at me so i went , ' omg sorry !!'
thank goodness its not padma , mdm lim so nice loh . she jut asked me nicely whether i want to go & wash my face .

OHOH ! i was promoted to band 2 ! was band 3 last time . miracle manz . cos i got lyk c5 for eng ? -.-

we got th best tchers in sec4 , which is lyk so bloody good . esp for comb humans !
ss is shafeeeeeeee
geog monica suan

whooooo ! tmr have shafee's lesson , happy man ! (had a fun time talking to him in drama =P)
monica's lessons are said to be intersting too (:

chem change to ng wk . he quite cute LOL , but quite gay too . HAH . got lots of interesting stuff happened last chem lesson ! damn funny lor ! had a great time laughing it off with drama mates xD
maths is jane cheng . hvn got taught by her yet so dk . a maths still padma . yay !
bio still azlan . i noe some ppl are unhappy with it :X chi still same .

tts bout all ? quite happy with th chers this yr .
but lessons are boooorrrrrinnngggggg . gotta fight against my heavy eyelids .__.


TIRTA ; haha msged you alr !
RQ ; OMG YOUR EARS ARE BLEEDING ? den you must be deaf . god , i sympathise with you manz . & its not stupid , shut up man ARLINI .

1ST DAY OF SCH
aiya , what cn you expect .
speeches from principal , farid , bout all th school rules , timings blahhblahh . OH ! this yr late EACH time will call parents sia ! wttoot . win liao lor . but late 3 times den dc , 2 hours -.- late on wed count as 2 times . siannnn , cannot late liao lor .

& new assembly seating arrangement ! so weird lor horizontal one o.o
went back to class hear padma talk . or rather , chant -_-
& our classroom at last yr 4e1 there ! padma was lyk saying : 'got their WAVE ahh ~' -.- den heard yh say something abt their spirits or something . LOL .

& hope padma organises th class seating arrangement a nice one ! gosh , i dont wanna sit with melinda ! PLEASE OH PLEASE ! && i dont want sit so in front . 3rd row would be fine (: &&&please lemme sit with someone noisy =x
k i got alot of expectations . cos ah , once padma changes th arrangement then permanent one . whole yr th same . sian diao .__.

k lah , so after tt went to have lunch with drama peeps , cept nigel . den got back to sch for drama . did stuff for cca open hse all tt . our performance gonna be SO FUNNY , LOL ! pei fu terrence manz !

BOUGHT A NEW SCH BAG ! thanks duck (:

&OH-EM-GEE .
i SUPER dont feel lyk a sec 4 man .____. lyk sec 3 passed by so fast .. i didnt even have time to appreciate it yet , & its gone ? but well , im sort of glad 2008 is over , & im off to a new beginning . whr i only put studies & friends first . cnt be bothered bout other stuffs anymor .

but lyk .. sec 4 . SEC 4 , just dont fit my current life man . lyk so OLD alr , last yr still thought , omg im still sec 3 & looking at th sec 4s .. but NOW im a sec 4 . god damn it . & everytime th principal says 'graduating classes' keep reminding me of o levels man . stupid !

grrr . but life goes on lah , no use keep dwelling in th past .
gonna make 2009 a great yr for me , cos i dont think 2008 was a very good one for me .
i'll make sure i look back to 2009 in th future with happiness in my heart . k tt sounds so mushy -.-

would be mia-ing , i think . sch starts & i gotta make sure i keep up with stuffs .
BYE !